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Leavers pics (that i’ve managed to steal so far), plus drunk pic
—So, no more school foreverrrrr
It was a strange day, slightly sad, and incredibly draining!
Last night was good though, the pennywhistle was a load of fun, as was the rest of the night!
Having to wait until everyone uploads their pics onto social networking sites to be able to have any pictures as I didn’t take any!
Going to miss the table :(
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Coming to an end!
—Leaving is a strange concept. There’s so many emotions-
- Excitement- the opportunity to take some time to explore the world and myself, with fewer obligations
- fear- entering the real world with no concrete life plan, very little money or life experience, and no real direction.
- intrigue- to see what will happen in the future, what direction I will choose and also to see who is actually there for me, without seeing me everyday.
But most of all, however I think of it, I’m just left with more questions. The past and present are easy to reflect upon and think about, the future a great void of possibilities, waiting either to chew me up and spit me out all mangled and broken, or give me a wonderful ride, with a few bumps of course.
Again I’m left pondering the irony that the only thing certain in life is death.
“death is but the next great adventure”- Albus Dumbledore
The thing I’m most looking forward to about leaving school is making my own lunches. Jacket spuds, salads, soup, toast…
Made a tuna pasta salad for lunch tomorrow, yumm.
Had a day of baking and tidying, quite refreshing!
Made some banana and pecan muffins and cupcakes (ran out of muffin cases), with maple syrup butter cream icing. There were quite a lot, so I intended to take some to school to share but the icing is too sticky!
Also made a nice sandwich filling for Ad and me- bacon, egg and mayo.
Pics from last weekend (courtesy of facebook):
Had a lovely day yesterday, good food, good company and not so good wine!
There was a really aggressive guy at work earlier, how you get so mad about a baguette I will never know.
Spent my evening searching for apprenticeships and jobs, updating my cv, signing up to job hunting websites. All fun and games here! Work are cutting our hours to the minimum at the moment, so money is getting pretty tight, hopefully will get one more bursary before the end of school though!
On my journey through the depths of the internet shopping realm, I found a number of monstrosities:
// wishlist//
Can someone pleassse buy me this cute ring holder? 
also these:
and these shorts are pretty cute:
9 days then no more school…
1 month 5 days till no more exams.
It’s gone so fast! I can’t figure out if I’m sad or excited to leave, it’s just so strange! Be verrry interesting to see who actually stays in touch.
What I really hated, of course, was my mind. There must be an off switch somewhere, but I was damned if I could find it.
Amongst dark clouds you
Are a honey golden glow that
Lights me up like a flame.
When you have epiphanies but they aren’t entirely positive. Maybe it’s because I’ve been watching too much House, but I think I drank so much the other night as a sub concious sort of self medication. I don’t even know, self psycho analysis is pretty pointless.
On another note if anyone wants to give me £1000 (or more) that would be good- so I can travel and maybe find out what I want to do with my life.
I do have an unusual ice breaker I like to use on strangers - it’s a kind of pick-axe.
Hi, I'm Kayleigh, 18.This is my personal blog. I moan a lot and occasionally post photo's.
Main blog: www.mymishaps.tumblr.com
